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[Mar. 24th, 2006|09:48 pm] |
I am attracted to the darkside because the light just seems so fake. Pleasure is an illusion and pain is real. I wish I was just satisfied with the illusion sometimes, but I realize it just can't be that way.
Jim came over and we watched Don't Say A Word cuz in the past 24 hours I have been making LJ icons like an LJ icon factory, and like ten of them were off Don't Say A Word screenshots so I wanted to watch it. I also got free McDonald's, though of course, I hated myself for it afterwords. But it was good before I started thinking that. Anyways, I love that movie.
Then I took a long shower, curled up under the spray and hung out for forty five minutes. I decided Mandy is just me, released. And she just happened to name herself the other night. I sang Baby Boy by Thea over and over in my head. I wrote in the fog on my shower door with my finger. I decided I might make an LJ post longer than "Life sucks."
And here I am. Bored. Gonna watch some TV, maybe go for the next Star Wars episode, and play computer games. |
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