Its March 1st, Self Injury Awareness Day.  Most people dont understand it properly, and most of those people dont care to try and understand it.  Most just say "Yeah thats fucked up.  How can hurting yourself feel good?  Derrr."  I dont care.  Just dont bother me, or any other self injurer for that matter, and you can be as ignorant about self injury as you want.  Is it wrong to feel like that?  That I dont care whether or not they understand it as long as they keep their mouths shut?  Meh.

Its been about... I guess four or so days since I last cut.  About an hour since I last purged.  Hour and five minutes since I binged.  Zero seconds since I last hated myself, maybe a second since I last questioned whether or not I want to keep this up.  Zero seconds since I told myself to shut up and quit being so pathetic.