| Wooooooh you're such a fuckin hypocrite! |
[Feb. 22nd, 2008|04:41 pm] |
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| | Seether - Fake It | ] |
I slept in again, which was nice cuz I was all cuddly with my kitty. Had waffles for breakfast (num!) and then, after taking a quick shower, went back to sleep cuz my head was hurting (the bump is still pretty big, though its going down).
Grandpa woke me up though cuz Stephanie (my therapist) was on the phone. She checked in with me to see how I was doing and then Grandpa and I went to get my stuff out of my car, pick up my antibiotic prescription (for my hand) and to go grocery shopping.
I cried seeing my car, all crushed in and glass all over the inside. It scared me a little to even be in a car, even having Grandpa driving. I dont know how I'm going to get back to driving myself.
But anyway we got my stuff then dropped off the prescription. We went to Taco Bell for lunch and I got a yummy Fiesta Platter with a grilled stuft burrito :D
Then we went shopping and picked up my prescription and came home.
I put my jeans from the other night in the washer and hopefully the hydrogen peroxide will get the blood out. If not there goes my favorite pair of jeans. Though I might take a sharpie to 'em and make the spots seem intentional, if I cant get them out.
I read for a little while but the urge to purge lunch overwhelmed me and I gave in. Five days purge-free down the drain. But I'm considering it a one time lapse.
We're getting dinners from the local church Friday Fish Fry tonight and I intend to keep it down. Even though I lapsed this afternoon I still want to go on not purging. Which, considering I know my weight has gone up and just now I checked my BMI and its on the upper edge of a healthy weight for my height, I'm surprised I dont have urges to say fuck treatment. Instead I have urges to eat healthy and exercise this weight off. Go me.
In conclusion, I am obsessed with this song!! *rocks out* |
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