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[Mar. 13th, 2008|01:49 pm] |
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Dad is being an asshole again. And Lisa is joinging in. Pressuring me this time to be looking for places to live. Which I really dont want to do because I want to be focussing on getting a car and hoping that Grandpa will take me back soon. I cried a lot yesterday, just wanting to go home. Thats all I want - a car and to go home.
And Lisa's eating disorder is really starting to effect me. She barely eats; She makes us (dad and I) good hardy meals and then she herself only eats a hard boiled egg or something. Couple that with the fact that they are yelling at me for "eating so much food" and its sending the message that eating is a bad thing in this house. Its not helping my ED at all.
I just emailed Grandpa kinda begging him to consider letting me come back. Hopefully my persistance will pay off eventually. I just want to go home. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2008|04:44 pm] |
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Lisa dropped me off at the library while she had a doctor's appointment. That was almost four hours ago. When's the last time you were at the doc's for four+ hours? Yeah, I dont believe it and I am hella pissed off. I'm sick of her petty bullshit. She may have gone to the doctors but I bet thats not the only place she went. Having me out of her hair for a while she probably took advantage of the time and went and spent more of Dad's money. This is unbelievable. I dont know how much longer I can bear living with them. |
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