| The one day I have access to a computer.... |
[Apr. 30th, 2008|03:44 pm] |
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.... he's not online. :P Pooey.
So I spent the last night at Ryan's thoroughly enjoying myself. We just spent the evening together and it was great. All problems worked out for the time being. We watched Braveheart - fantastic movie. Yeah I'm a loser, I know, not having seen that movie once in all my 21 years... But anyway we had a good night and then we cuddled to sleep :)
Well I'm back at Grandma's. Doing pretty much nothing but reading everyday. Almost done with the HP series :D Less than half of the last book to go!! Its good shit.
But Grandma and Bob still wont put up the computer again so I'm on here while I'm at my mom's. She picked me up around noon and I'm doing my laundry. I cut Romeo, and now he's much more comfortable, I'm sure. Poor guy had a lot of matts. Then Mom colored and cut my hair and now its nice and black and short again. Now I'm on the computer, waiting for my laundry to dry and like I said, he's not online!! He's online all day every day at work so wtf.
Just been showing my family that video and then my sister showed me this one -
Haha, love it. My sister Haley can actually do that and we're making fun of her for it. Natalie says since she has no body coordination she should just become a hand dancer LOL. With Spirit Fingers the likes of which you have never seen!! HAHA.
Thats about it for now... Mom and Natalie went ot Blockbuster to get some movies and I asked Mom to get Harry Potter since I havent seen the fifth one yet. Natalie says I'll be disappointed and actually upset by it... we'll see. |
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| Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix |
[Apr. 30th, 2008|08:35 pm] |
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Well, I actually did like it. Movie or book I love everything HP, so it could be I'm a bit bias.... though I will admit my sister was right about a few things. Indeed it was like a massive seizure of what happened in the book. I wish they would stop worrying about time constraints and just put in more of the books goodness into the movies. And things were changed around a bit, and some little aspects were simply invented for the movie and werent in the book. The book, of course, was faaaaarrrrrrrr better. That happened with all the movies though.
Anyway I liked it. Wish there had been more of Tonks in there, wish they'd laid off a little on the Harry-Luna thing, wish they'd elaborated more on the whole story line. But overall it was good. It pleased me :) |
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| Such a stupid Stephy. |
[Apr. 30th, 2008|11:43 pm] |
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I'm fat. I'm mentally unstable. I have an eating disorder. I cut. I'm a whore. I'm a mess emotionally, mentally, phsycially and financially. I'm a mess, period. I have nothing to offer. Oh wait, I've been told I'm a good fuck. But that doesnt count.
I have nothing to offer. And I should have expected this. I'm so experienced with rejection and disappointment I should see the damn thing coming a mile away. I have kept myself under control for so long, why let my hopes up this time? Its pathetic, really. Giggling like a little girl, imaging the future, for once in a very long time wanting - and thinking I might actually get - more than my life currently holds... I let it get to me. I havent let that shit get to me for years.
So what now? |
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