Bad News
I heard from the center today and they said I would have to pay my balance from last time and prepay for fourteen days of future treatment (coming to about $5000) before I could be readmitted to the program.  I cried.  Then I called and left a message for Dr McCallum.  She didnt call me back today so I'll have to hope I can get her tomorrow because if we cant make a deal like we did last time, I wont be going back in to treatment.  I'll be on my own.  I dont want to be on my own with this again.  I know it will get out of hand - its already bad enough, just like I told them it would be.  I didnt want to take a break in the first place...  but then I shouldnt have been so stupid.

Anyway, in other news, I got my hair cut and colored on Tuesday, so now its short and dark dark red :)  Much easier to deal with and it doesnt look so stringy because of how thin it is.  I also saw Juno, which was gooooood.  Very funny.  I reccommend it.

Thats about it I guess.  Cross your fingers I can make a deal with Dr McCallum.