| Current mood: |  uncomfortable |
Last night was bazaar. I was hearing things and seeing and sensing things that I'm pretty sure werent there. I felt like I was going crazy. I felt like I needed to shed my skin like a snake. So I cut my arm and it brought me back to reality. I still have that want-out-of-my-skin feeling though.
I'm getting a tube placed tomorrow. Mixed feelings about that.
And Grandpa decided to chew me out when I got home over how much food I had been eating on my break from treatment. He just doesnt get its not a matter of will power.
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