Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Story of the Year - Until the Day I Die

Damn Dr J
Last Wednesday an intern psychiatrist under Dr McCallum sent me to the hospital.  So I spent the last five days in St Anthony's psych ward.

I got out yesterday and despite my crying pleas, Grandpa decided I couldnt live with him anymore.  A couple phone calls later, my dad actually steps up to the plate for the first time in years and says I can stay with him.

So despite the many drawbacks, I'm living with my dad now...  The man who caused me many a panic attack in the past and has been on my people-to-avoid-at-all-costs list for the past ten years.  I'm going to be living on Ativan for a while lol.

I'm still depressed and suicidal sometimes.  Especially with my living situation and having no home.  Oh yeah, and the fact that although I am staying with my dad, my babies are staying with Grandpa until I find somewhere more perminant to live...

And thats about it of my sucky life right now.