| Current mood: |  frustrated |
| Current music: | Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You |
Useless
I feel pathetic. Useless. Redundant. I should have a job by now, damnit. I want to work again. Even if its back in fast food I just want to work again - I want somewhere to go everyday besides the corner store for food. I mean this lounging around all day doing nothing but whatever I want was nice for a while but now money is super tight and I want some damn income! I miss Petropolis. But I cant go back until I have a car. And I cant get a car without a job. And I cant get a job without deciding if I'm going to be with Grandma for a while or if I'm going to stay here. I just dont know. I just want to feel useful again and not like such a fat louse.
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sissani) wrote,
