| Current mood: |  apathetic |
Ouch all over.
Shallow = itching. Deep = nothing. Deeper = hurt. I haven't cut deep enough for it to hurt while it's healing in a loooong time. So my forearm is both itching and in pain right now. >.< But the two deeper cuts are still delicate, so I have to be careful when I scratch! Ack.
I have a really bad headache too...
But whatever.
I've only been awake like two hours but its already been a long day... And its going to get longer. I just dont want to think anymore. I've pretty successfully numbed myself... which is a good thing because I think otherwise I would be crying endlessly. For lots of reasons. But being numb to the feeling doesn't stop the thoughts. It's annoying. Let's find something to distract...
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